There are many ways to meditate, and many directions in which meditation can lead. This retreat is an exploration of those many forms and the unity that underlies them. The practices we’ll be doing work together in powerful ways to support a deepening of awareness, a dropping into stillness and peace, a shedding of tension and constriction, and a greater sense of the sheer mystery of being alive.
The “Hole” in your heart
We often carry around the sense that something is missing. It can feel like there’s a hole in our hearts that just needs to be filled with something - love, food, entertainment, stimulation - or maybe we’re not even sure what. Opening the fridge without even knowing what you’re in there for. Scrolling through the vast ocean of online content, with no real idea why.
This sense of lack can become very prominent when we take ourselves away from constant stimulation (as we do on retreat), sitting with ourselves and watching the habits of our minds.
With space, time, and the right kind of awareness, this “hole” can be seen for what it really is - the illusory sense that we are separated from the whole.
The Whole in your heart
We share our being with all beings. Practices that cultivate love, compassion and joy help us to sense the inseparability of self and other. As we open our hearts, the boundaries between us and everything else start to dissolve.
At the same time, as the sense of separation (the “hole”) is seen clearly, and our wholeness becomes apparent, the heart naturally opens to love, compassion and joy.
In the Buddhist traditions, wisdom and compassion are often described as two wings of a bird - never found alone, one is not possible without the other. Nisargadatta Maharaj puts it like this:
“Wisdom tells me I am nothing. Love tells me I am everything. Between the two, my life flows.”
This short quote will be the closest thing we have to a textbook on this retreat.
We’ll draw from Buddhist, Advaita and other contemplative traditions, treating teachings as strategies rather than final descriptions of reality.
Practice reveals the ineffability of absolutely everything. No final resting point, but a deepening intimacy with the mystery of existence.